I’ve been in tech school since May. I have not started classes. I don’t do anything productive all day. Discharge will take too long, starting classes won’t be anytime soon. Just got back from Christmas leave. I hate this environment. I nearly killed myself before I came back and part of me wishes I did. Part of me still wants to now. I want to get married ASAP and get off base, go AWOL, kill myself or start classes now. Gonna break curfew and have a smoke..