Straight up, life’s been rough. Time to make it even worse for myself so I can be the best version of myself mentally and physically. Normal civilian life is to easy for me in the terms of being physically better then anybody and I have that “I am better then you in any situation” mentality. Looking at the pipeline for the 18x contract, I realized this shit is not gonna be easy but fuck it… I been through it all. As a 21 year old going to sign the contract next week, what advice or any recommendations can prior SF guys give to me, oh and is that bonus for real, because my recruiter seems like a cockblock for that 40k same month deployment, don’t want to get fucked outside a bonus!