Having a rough week
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I'm stuck in a really weird place. I am having issues with intrusive thoughts and they keep getting worse.
I made E7 a while back and was moved to a desk, so I switched career fields in hopes of being able to keep doing a similar job and ended up on a desk. I hate administrative stuff. I'll never deploy again as anything other than a desk. I used to take my troops on rucks (voluntarily) after work and teach them about fieldcraft and survival. I had to stop doing that because our fat troops complained that the motivated troops were unfairly being awarded promoted for their motivation.
I'm really unhappy at home. Nothing means more to me than my family and they are all increasingly distant. I need to be outdoors and everyone else seems to be addicted to screens. I try so hard to engage but always lose to a screen. Everything that needs to be done I do alone. I feel like I'm just a guy who lives in the house and pays the bills. I can be gone for days or go straight from work to my garage and no one notices.
I dont see much of a place for guys like me anymore. I would just appreciate some ideas where a guy like me might be able to find something good to do with my time.
This is a burner account with a fake email. I'm probably not going to respond to anything from it. So don't worry about me, I'm not dead, just going for a ruck.
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